I have wasted a thousand wishes on shooting stars ,
I have seen the skies turn murky
I have heard the whispers of the forgotten truth
Have survived the guilt trip route
I am lost , I am found
Deep, deeper deepest of emotions I have felt
Perhaps misguided mislead
I have seen the future unfold in the most mystical way
Fallen from lowly peaks
and Drowned into waters too shallow
Retarded by the glimpse of happiness
Lost in woods too dark
Carrying hackneyed demeanor
Climbing on trains with unknown destinations
How Negligent of sufferings have I been
How very denying of the truth
Pushing the doors that clearly read Pull
Trying to fill minds that were already Full
Besought love and Unrequited belief
Frozen in time
Lost for words
Pretending to be unmoved
Living with conjectures unproved
Bye goodbye to the old me
You turned me into someone I never thought I could be.
~ Saumya
