Oh yes I am sick and tired of this daily drama.
The sentimental touch to everything they say and do. Everyone I come across is blunt and live by catty their tongues..no one I know is ready to understand or ready for a rational dialogue. I am losing my mind and all the sanity I once proudly owned. The world I live in dislikes me and my dislike for it has only grown deeper. When I mind my own business, I am reminded of my duties and responsibilities towards them. When I try doing those duties , I am told not to meddle with things and mind my own business. When I chose to keep quiet, they tell me, I don't participate. When I participate, I am told to shut up..
People I know, they are pious and holy...... they are hardworking and decent....they are the ones who suffer the most and they are the ones who live the most burdened life......(Where is the lie-o-meter ??)
People I know, hold NO responsibility for the humiliating words they utter and the way they exploit you through sentimental tantrums.
People I know believe in getting their voices loud and fighting on baseless matters.....
People I know are my well wishers.... People I know are the reason why nothing well ever happens in my life......People I know, I can't fight with..People I know are hard to tolerate now.......
People I know wish, they never knew me..People I know I wish I never knew..........
I have this feeling of running away out of all this but there is no one I could run to ..
I can't be the old me who was all docile and sweet. This ME is intolerant of all the wrong that goes around her, this me is not afraid of making a fool out of herself..This ME is frustrated and full of angst.
And to be or not to be ME .......that is the real question.
~ M.e.D
The sentimental touch to everything they say and do. Everyone I come across is blunt and live by catty their tongues..no one I know is ready to understand or ready for a rational dialogue. I am losing my mind and all the sanity I once proudly owned. The world I live in dislikes me and my dislike for it has only grown deeper. When I mind my own business, I am reminded of my duties and responsibilities towards them. When I try doing those duties , I am told not to meddle with things and mind my own business. When I chose to keep quiet, they tell me, I don't participate. When I participate, I am told to shut up..
People I know, they are pious and holy...... they are hardworking and decent....they are the ones who suffer the most and they are the ones who live the most burdened life......(Where is the lie-o-meter ??)
People I know, hold NO responsibility for the humiliating words they utter and the way they exploit you through sentimental tantrums.
People I know believe in getting their voices loud and fighting on baseless matters.....
People I know are my well wishers.... People I know are the reason why nothing well ever happens in my life......People I know, I can't fight with..People I know are hard to tolerate now.......
People I know wish, they never knew me..People I know I wish I never knew..........
I have this feeling of running away out of all this but there is no one I could run to ..
I can't be the old me who was all docile and sweet. This ME is intolerant of all the wrong that goes around her, this me is not afraid of making a fool out of herself..This ME is frustrated and full of angst.
And to be or not to be ME .......that is the real question.
~ M.e.D
